i wish im still the one who am i :)
good nite evyone

"sometimes , i really wish tat one week got 8days
how nice it would be :) 5 days for study , 3 days for rest XDXD
some more if got 8 days per week , we have more time to prepare anything "

There are a lot of ppl keep asking me wat did i plan for my 21 yrs old birthday
wat kind of present tat i wan lah , blah blah blah n BLAH
actually i totally no idea wat im going to do
There still got several month for me to think about it
but i definitely wont open party on my house again
lolz, coz too lazy to clean up ~
Tat time onli decide bah~ :P:P

For ur information
i dont dare to look at solution for calculus test 2, juz too sad about it :(
n the two car tat we fix, it cost RM1800++
dont bang car ar~~~ ur wallet really hurt de ar !!!

wisdom teeth
yupz , this the main topic tat im going to talk about
i juz realizet tat im "growthing" wisdom teeth
sign...

Laziness , the only words to describe the skul life i having now
Actually if i really can finish all the tutorials
but i didnt do tat, i always giv myself a excuse
test la , watever lah
I really do feel scare when i not really understand wat lec teach today(sign)
sometimes really wonder i will talking this course ==
Some ppl can cry infront of ppl
but i cant do tat , not tat i dowan do that
XD maybe face too thin d, i not even cry infront of my family b4 since secondary skul
but if tat happens ,mean tat i really having a BIGBIG troble
i try cried at bustop b4, it is usual when foundation(ofcoz without ppl around)
but nvr cry on ppl shoulder, y leh (face too thin?? dono leh , paiseh de leh)
Now , dont remember when the last time i cried d
Back to topic,
sign, test again... till no feeling jor ==
but still need work hard , not to get a better result(coz tat impossible)
i juz wan to hav a good mood to take exam :)
i dislike the feeling when i dono how to answering the questions (nobody like it lah)
well , good luck evyone in this coming sat test!!!
n all the best to week 13 "FOUR" tests ~

Can i hav a hot spring trip by now ?? plz plz PLZZ..

In btw station lrt sungai besi and bukit jalil,
got a nice views o

It was a good news that i didnt updat-ing my blog for such a LONG time
Most of the time , the main reason i will share of my things in this blog
is bcoz i was not myself at the moment.
Im not that kind of person tat can share all abt my life with others
When i sad , i will keep quiet ofcoz when i feel sien , same thing happens
but in the other side , when i happy i will play till siao XDXD
it really long time i didnt update my blog jor :)
so now update abit , dont let it fully die XD

let us talk abt now, currently i still studying in AS (many ppl know lah ==)
but the truth is , i really dont feel this course suit me
ofcoz i will finish it no matter how .
But for soa paper , im not sure whether wan take it or not
most probably will take it...

dont lying on bed when u using laptop
it not good for heart.
Must change my attitude ARGhhh

Is it vry weird that not having a bf???


I wan SOUP !!!
i miss soup so much ~~~ !!
Soup arr T.T
I cant live without food !!

baby >> kid >> teenager >> adult
primary >> secondary >> University
success & failure


all of these are some stages in our life
but i not really get it
what is the purpose & goals for it?
perhaps it doesn't mean anything
Or it mean everything
Other always told me about what they dream are
They wish to be XXX in future
Is that the purpose for them??
after serious thought ,i have conclude this
Life is make by several goals
the goal may success or fail
but still , this goal will affect us to choose our own road

PS: today is the best day yet is worst day for me

Do u know how big the brain is???
if using percentage ,it only less than 10% of human body
it so weird than this less than 10% controlling 100% of our body
including how we think, behave....
seems like pyramid, the "less" more powerful than "more"
i don't understand about it at all...
why human's brain so difficult to understand
some people told me that heart is another organ,that can show our feeling
but main function of heart is pumping blood rite?
it is another weirds that i didnt get it
perhaps the rate beats related with our feeling?
or is that rate beats affect feeling ?
or feeling affect rate beats ?
if which most weird creatures that i would vote for
definitely is human
u see,
although we know that main causes of global warming
we still continue and saying that we hardly to change
although we knows that wrong, some of us still choosing the wrong side
and saying that we dont hav a choice
we all know that war will bring us to death
some of us still doing that and say that is glory
We have the good "quality" brains
we able to think , learn, judge
we think that we r the most smart creature in world
if so , why we did the harmful thing towards earth
the onli planet able let us to survive
r we the most stupid creature at the same time??
No comment for that.

A " K-sing" day !!!!
we went to sungai wang juz for it:p
it was a vry cool n nice to hangging out with them
u know wat?
we actually sing for 4 and half hour :):)
and we still can sing for longer
no need care about the voice, tune ,volume
juz sing it out with ur heart !!!
jumping around here n there~
7 ppl with a biggest room XDXD
jia wen n karen petty well in singing :)
XL keep taking photo here n there hahahah!!
kui ling , normaly quiet quiet ar~~
she is good in rapping~
we take a lot of drinks in and out
a lot dono wat juice lai de~ juz take n go
milo was the most fav on that moment
i also dono why ?!
they provided us few more extra mic
no worry about rampak mic ^^

before that ,
we having McD again :)
we order medium , they giv large
with the medium price !!
go check the photo on my fb
u can c how many french fries that we hav !!!
then we rushing to there b4 2pm
thx for kuiling book for us :)
until 6.30pm we only leave there
that time , i was scare utar will close the door
my car still parking inside @@
yuenling n karen teman me to take my car>.<
around 9pm onli reach home
abit sesak jalan when heading back
Too long didnt drive menu ==
my leg so tired n mati kereta for twice !! grhhhh
although im tired , i still happy with this day

PS: i love the mic pic
PSS: photo too small~~ , c it in fb
PSSS: poor children ,it must be a horrible experience teaching by u :p:p

this was the last presentation in this sem !!!
cheer ~~~ We having a great day :)
although this time i didnt do it best >< too nervous ==
but still i happy with playing with frds
hahah hand gesture !!! i will becareful that if im going to others country
after this presentation, we went to McD for a lunch
poor clavin didnt hav his breakfast coz he running back to change cloth

Today , my family planning go to botanic park
with my grandma, long time didnt hang out with her jor
We preparing start from early morning.....
end up the plan was cancel due to HAJI,grhhh
11am onli can go in== and we reached there about 9am
what to do ??? go morib loh
we hav our lunch at there
bought some fish from there
and c the sea at there
finally heading back @@
nothing special coz went there many times
sienz

PS:
recently hot hot and HOT !!!!
For ur information ,the pic above with a shoe>>>>THAT WAS A GUY

hidden self mean
something i know about myself and others dono

now almost one oclock but i still sitting in front of my laptop
i'm not doing my assignment but sitting without doing anythings
juz listen on my clock tic tak sound and the cooler fan's noise
==

credit to XL ^^ thx!! copy from her fb album

Argghhh , how could i dono this place when i was studying at PJ campus !!!!
we travel from setapak all the way to pj
me,XL,WC,steron,karen and kl six person ^^
hahaha, this restaurant not bad de o :) i like this cake !!
u must try the cake at there~ RM9 per slide
others food like chicken and pasta also not bad
but having at there abit costly for student.
But nice to try :) to all my junior at UTAR pj
got time go n try :) ur senior wont lie on you
The roundabout there always sesak jln dono why ==
From setapak to pj, u juz go straight at jln genting klang
till roundabout turn 3oclock and then go straight ,
juz follow the sign board"petaling jaya"
when back to setapak , go fedarel highway and then follow Tun Abdul Razak
if not mistaken XDXD then u will back to setapak again
Thx all of u:) i hav a nice day with all of u :)

Dono what the reason i will join this trekathon d
maybe i wana refresh myself during secondary skul time ???
but i will tell that this is a good experience ^^
perhaps i will join for next year too ~
RM5 including two bottle of water, nasi goreng,biscuit and transportation
kampar,sungai long,Pj and setapak campus also involved in this activity
the lake garden actually quite near to our campus,
i think around 10-15 min can reach there
enviroment at there vry good
nice to take photo and do some activity
The first winner will get a watch n other as present
1 until 10 also got their present
I drive in the early morning to skul
20++ min reach setapak, around 27++min reach utar
The shorter time in my records, ofcoz lah , no car mah ~
My,CY,WJ,XL,WC,TC,steron and me :) join this activity ^^
haha, karen ffk us , next time put a tali on her XDXD
she actually got thing to do so she cant join us :(
wana take a shower loh~
I dont dare go S block during midnight !!!!!

some ppl say tat 2012 vry nice
but also hav some ppl told me tat 2012 so so onli
no judgement coz i havent saw it :)
juz wana watch new moon onli :)
coming soon !!! but i guess wont go out n watch it ==
waiting for pps , juz hav a feeling dont wa go out
or maybe tat im lazy bug?
but i think i will go pj next week :) for food ofcoz !!
going to run for 6km this sunday
but i think will end up with run 100m
walk 5.9 km XDXDXD
start from next week , i having my class from monday to thursday only
cheer for tat !!!!

receive present from three frds today
haha , i dono is they pakat or wat ~
they dono each other but they use the same method
call me out without telling the truth
but, thx u so much !!!
iris, weicin and yuen ling
lol, i love it so much.
iris and weicin giv me a monkey
yuen ling giv me a bird
all animal ^^

wooh!!! there still got a lot of stuff i need to deal with
after this week will be better ?? or worse? onli god will knows



PS:
nothing happens is a good news !!!
waiting the holidays arrive :(
i dono wat i wan actually , how ar ??

Why our life cant juz same like the story line in drama
as simple as it can
and as complicant when it needed???
Time never enough for me at this moment
i have one outline need to pass up on next week
one assignment i havent touch also need pass up on next week
and and one pengajian malaysia test for next week
One advide
never ever take 4 sub within one sem
it might sound , 4 sub onli mah
but when u rushing for 4 subs assigment with 7 weeks
it is totally not funny at all

I wonder why they will acting like this
it happens when....
my sis was driving to my elder sis' home
on the way , my sis wana change from this line to other line
maybe tat the causes all happen
that malay guy maybe hate to break or wat???
after my sis change her line, tat malay keep drive his car close to us
keep marah us , follow us some more
we take the ignoring decision, who knows if that guy getting mad , wat will happens?
inside our car onli got two gal leh
shit him , shit this kind of ppl
think without brain !!

finish my angry post here, sorry it make u feel not so good
ignore this post if u can

Today , when i having my fav class
Oral communication and interpersonal skill
when miss try to switch on the projector
Smoke start to appear when the projector r on
and we can smell the burning of paper
immediately she switch off for sure
I cant concentrate on wat she talking
Coz we realize that the smoke getting more n more
haha , it really rare to happen until that much of smoke
until teacher hav to call all of us out of the classes
After the technician came ,
guess wat?
somebody throw paper inside of it
that causes the smoke occurs when the paper burning up
We hav take some pic n video
video will post on other time

Yesterday nite i saw this TV program
Whale wars
This talking about a group of ppl who trying stop
some fishman to kill whales
those fishmans using water cannon to def
and those wana save whales was throwing some kind of
acid"to create smelly gas" and one type of chemical to make
the frictional force become less when it react with water
so tat fishman will fall down
I love those brave ppl
coz they r so brave to protect something they like
except for the captain
Tat captain using one method that vry aggressive
he send two of his crews to fishman's ship
although he knows that his crews might in dangerous
and might hav to went to jail
He ignore all of this issue ,and he juz wana reach his own purpose
This program end with fishman lock this two ppl down and
running back ,
but captain's plan was success
he wana make whole world force on them
he take alot of photo and send to newspaper's work shop
need to watch the next so tat i will knw more
going to skul later ,haiz

while the time pass through evy second
I getting nervous and nervous
I dono wat the reason
I juz know that i cant stop walking to here n there =.=
So i decide to go early
one for settle my time table
one for cool down my self =.=
I feel more nevvous than taking exam
and dont ask me why

Finally i reach the skul
straight away went to Sa 3rd floor
Saw evyone at there tooo
rupanya many ppl time table also got problem
some bcoz of the subject , some bcoz of the time
They told me that one they change my time table to sat is fake de wor
how to explain is fake?? They change back my time table to my original time table :)
A vry nice time table "WINK"
XL n jia wen n kuenling also same with me :)"WINK WINK"

Today only class
pengajian malaysia lecture for 3 hrs
I was famou-ing, really sien ...
coz im siting at the last row , cant hear clearly
end up , i "woke up" XL n keep talk to her
if not i will die for dying
12++pm already back to my lovely home
monday n fridy are my fav day now!!!
coz only got one classes XD XD

Sorry bullshitting at here again !! :p

The last day of my holidays
Tmw will upload wat did i do
tata~~

Skul opening soon ....
They havent change my time table leh :(
Why they like to change hundred thousand time of it de...
so free meh
cozs our ,student, the main income of them
so so so much of trouble
Utar , my choice???
get out of that la wei ...
TO THOSE HAVENT CHOOSE UR UNIVERSITIES
plz remember that , dont choose simply
or else will be like this
Evy year , evy sem , they always change the time table on last min

having "depression of skul opening" now =.=

Suddenly got the mood to make ice cream
i research the information from website
N i start to make it by own
butter , milk , sugar n egg yolk
1st ,i melt all the sugar in to liquid form with milk n butter
(until warm onli)
after that , i put the egg yolk inside
n stir it with machine,
starting going well .....
but thing r not going so easy==
I listen to my sis to put the egg whites too
end up , all the buble gone :(
I make the decision to steam it
Result , it become something like puding
haiz , T.T

Taman kinrara pasar pagi
A place usually i will go more than one times a week
I work for my dad at there :)
not much of salary , but i can always "curi tulang" :p:p
baby to untie
robber to dead body
have been appear at this pasar pagi before
Behind of this pasar pagi got a river
full with "empat kaki ular" haha , i saw it b4 ~~many times
but it getting lesser n lesser bcoz we keep cutting down the glass at there
U can say that i growth up at pasar pagi
coz i was working for my dad since i wan primary of standard 3

dead body
This body belong to a women
she has been killed n throw the body into river
I dont dare go to c , bcoz the body was sink inside the water too long time
The body will "FA"
I not sure this case has been settled or not
hopefully , M'sia police can catch that bad fellow

Robber
Do u know that wat time we go to pasar pagi?
5.30am ,
last time was 4.30 ~5.15am
The guy who sellig chicken
When he was preparing to his business
a robber came , he try to took the money away
but the uncle"the guy who selling chicken"
try to defense n try to take back money
That robber straight away use the knife to cut uncle's hand
after that this case , no one dare to go pasar pagi so early
Other than robber , We also scare about fighting
the fighting between negara asing
near by pasar malam , there was r mamak store" already close"
they will stay until vry late n ofcoz they will drink some
We scare bcoz they will take the knife or anythign from us to fight
so ery time they fight , we will keep all the "besi"[anything make of iron]
to avoid troble ...

untie n uncle
seroiusly , i more scare of uncle more than untie
know why?
bcoz usually uncle will keep cutting down the price
actually i dono why will this happens

need sleep d ....

PS: yeah , all pass without fail !!!! but all gam gam hao , next sem need hard working ! :)

Waiting for my result for sure :(
I guess it will release by tmw or after tmw
there r several result for me
yet,
there r several options for me
Im worry about my result

I knows my furture not a dream

One and half weeks left
I need go back to my stressful n boring Ulife again
Sometime i was think about is that cert really important?
Some of the ppl told me that , cert looks like somekind of key
The key for open the door of your furture..
Without the key , u will much more suffer to pass through that door
N family seem like one type of energy,
No matter the energy to open the door or break through the door
This also means tat ,if u greater energy , u dont need the key
u can straigh away destroys tat door
It is not fair , but still this the fate...

Social circle
another topic that i think for long time
person smart, people dumb
Werid izzit? it surpose when all "person" together should be smarter rite?
management , this can subject that i learn before can explain why this will happen
When people work together with each other ,
no doubt ideas may produce more than last time
but it also produce more argument .
They also will take the most safely idea to work on
I think tis is one of the reason why...
Arghhh , i totaly no idea why i will think of this kind of Question
making myself confuse ....Evything i hav no mood i will start thinking this kind of Question=.=

PS:I need a fresh air before my next sem start T.T


PS: I need somethings to refill the empty

We went to a thai restaurant at Ceras
Amazing is the onli word that i could describe there
U wont believe how could be there ?
Or we should ask how could it surive at there
It quite near to bukit teratai
Before we reach that place
we need to pass though a vry SEMPIT , no ppl
n rock road to there.
N the onli sign board of that restaurant on the main road definitely no longer than 40CM
When the moment u saw that place
Im sure that u will say wow , how could it be
Atleast this r my feeling
this restaurant is inside a small jungle
beside that restaurant got a lake
Others?? none! other than tree , still tree
inside the lake got a lot a lot of fish
is really alot that kind ,
they catch the fish n than cook it for us :)
We order SAO CRAB (my fav),SAO fish(the skin full with salt , we only eat the meat inside),XI HUM ,Fried vege, balh blah blah
It is a nice place for a family to enjoy their dinner
Sorry about tat i cant tell location
COZ I NOT GOOD IN RECOGNIZED PLACES
here r some pictures

i cant believe i really go genting straight after exam :)
Really feel good when the moment u finish all the exam
yong hui n me meet at skul together after test coz we r the one who havent finish exam =.=
after we meet weicin , iris, yk , n louis at lrt station
XX meet us at the bus there , glad he able to catch same bus with us XD
Rae n Vy meet us later
It was a great moment spending time with them
talking nonsense ,ghost story =.=
XX keep talking got ah piao outside , this n that so much @@
while vy talking about his story , behind him got a television
so scare it will reflect "something else" =.=
Thx for yk to telling me that , hand will shorter when hitting on the join
Climbing rock was the most tired activities i did at genting
but it really fun when u climb until high high n drop it again :)
We keep playing bowling at there ,
yong hui hav the greater improve compare with last time we play
tsunami was a nice movie :)
especially that gal who vry ganas one !!
But i do feel really sad when going back,
happy time alway pass so fast

i enjoy when i lost while driving
it is weird to say like tat , but i really do
haha , dono is im stupid enough or in deeply in my heart
i really wish i lost
i like the process i looking for a way to go home
i also like when i driving alone , ofcoz in afternoon only

evytime i should turn left i will turn right ,
coz i totally no talent in direction ???
well , i not really care about that
while driving while listening to music
it really is a big enjoy :)
I dont drive fast , coz i really scare of accident
haha , i already try it b4 , juz im was lucky enough

To my house
serembam highway>>>
old klang road>>>
puchong>>>
bandar kinrara>>>
taman bukit kuchai>>>
n u will c me there for sure

Or more easier
at mid valley
old klang road>>>(staright away)
about ten to 15 mins , u there d :)

PS:
my bro keep laughing at me about i need to wear dress :(

3 down 3 left ,
still got three more tests i will be free :)
this week gonna be a vry bc week for me
two test , my sis wedding @@
somehow , i feel like wana quite from As
it seem too difficult for me @@
but all will depend on this sem result :)
recently happen too many thing until i cant even digest anymmore
my dog pass away , I miss my dog :( even last nite b4 i sleep i cry for it
recently i really no mood for evything .
But for now , i start to put evything down
time still going on rite?


My mom force me to wear dress this sunday
T.T no choice , my sis wedding , she is the most big one haha
our house will got a buffet on friday nite ,
n then ah zia gor gor n his frd will come on sat to get bride
sunday dinner at night
woooh , wedding really is a big case le
need to buy this la buy that la ,
bring this tat from this house to another house
ask the frd to join the party la
who should not be ask la
who should sit together with who la
where got good price of wine la
how much will this thing cost la
clean the house over n over la ,
buy shoe, cloth and bal bla bla
haha , but it really worth for :)
i wont wish you n ah zia gor gor
coz i knew that u will happy together for sure :)

PS:
I scare cat more than a dog
juz now got a lost cat accidently go in my house
haha
after halau , it come back again @@
coz i yong sui ?? haha

well , i guess i didnt update my blog since i started my AS life since 3 month ago
lets talk about some my story
Now , im staying with my foundation frd , which is rae ~weicin ~ & dinish :)
About my AS life?
damn shit , it totally bloody life !!!!
test test test , imagine u gonna take 3 test per sub , and 3 math sub
how u gonna handle all well ???
plus the stupid accounting , one wrong all wrong ==
n the pro n sta too == , probability !!!!
blablah , if i wan talk about my pro n sta .. it will take 3 full page long .
But , truly , I know tat im lazy , much more lazy than last time
So , now i hav to work hard to get a good result on my GPA :)

really miss my secondary skul frd ..
dono how well they r?
not really contact with them ... all not bc then dono doing about wat
[included me :( ]
OMG , i forget wish happy birthday to nat !!!!! rushing my programming assignment tat time , CHAM!!!!
Nat , happi birthday n stay in healthy o :)

after this sem ,
weicin ,dinish, n rachel all in 3 months break !!!
sien @@ I still hav to go for my short sem ,
so stupid la utar , all break together so good for us
n for them too .
not going anywhere during this sem break if the genting trip is not on
will try to look for my secondary skul frd if could :) wink :)

sometimes ,
walk slowly ...observe ur surrounding
u will found out , there still got alot wonderful moment in this world
it is pointless if u walk without enjoy the process
success is not important , the one who walk with u r much more important
hopefully i can find that guy la >.<

talk about my food life !
omg , i miss my mum soup so so so much .
nowaday , evyday i go out n eat.
it is fun fir 1st n 2nd time !
it totally not good for the rest
my tounge is dying !!! it nid home style food to save it !!!

ps:
15 malaysia ,got time go watch it :) it full with meaning

Cat shit might bring some luck on poker card
but not for ur social life
U cant imagine how bad luck am i yesterday :(

Second day at home
as usual , fight for computer with my bro again
hahahahah , not that i lose
juz i wana sleep awhile b4 i use it
headache @@
so we set a agreement after 3 computer will be mine :)
can eat alot compare with last few day
SLEEP is the best MEDIC for any illness :):)

Doctor told my dad that my dog
the most elder dog ( Coppy ) in our family
may die any time :( :(
it really vry old , if follow X7 ( which human year times seven =dog's age)
it will hundred some thing
according to Xray , Coppy's heart become much more bigger than normal
my dad say it like a balloon @@
.......................
.......................

Monday & tuesday
stress till i dono wat should i talk about it
I was think "a lot" to make myself in hell :(

Wednesday
i dono this day vry "GOOD" luck or not
accidently , i stepped on a cat shit =.= ( so bad luck right??)
but when we playing "dai d" i keep winning all the way!!
lucky dao i cant believe it
maybe next time i should step on it again during CNY ( NEVER EVER!!!)

thursday
feel kind of illness at the morning
it kind of weird if i cant finish a bowl of mihun
( to those who know me well will know the reason why)
ON that day , i fall in sick :(
i HATE tat so MUCH , agrhhhhhh
sleep early :) n thx for the bao o :) hahaha

friday
weeeeeee
which mean today :)
still abit not vry well
haha , accidnetly sit wrong lrt @@ n my hp battery run off !!!
so cham :(
went back home n sleep till now :)
nice to back home :)

due to some reason
I havent pay my skul fee yet
n bcoz of that , i didnt get my time table
n i hav to rush in the moring to pay my fee n get my time table
I dislike to finish work at last min
if u know what is the reason i havent pay ...
juz due to some stupid reason

I feel scary about my furture now
I fear to make any dicision now
I'm stressful
n i'm not happi with anything now
I hate any changing in my life
I wonder should i take actuarial science this course
If the 1st sem i cant get the good result
i may change my course to others
atleast i'm juz waste one sem time better than 3 yr

Shut up n dont talk any topics related with this topic

facebook dislike me today :(

Tmw mother day !!!
Wish all mother in whole world stay happily with children :)
Tmw gonna celebrate with mom :p

I dono wat should i write since last time,
It has been long time i didnt write my blog
will post a lot more photos when i'm free :)


PS: PPS , I love this channel which allow me to watch a lot
of drama and movie :)
PS: i'm not a good person that u tot